I need a breakthrough

I am finding it so hard to separate the old me with the new me. You may be thinking right about now, "what in the world is he talking about?" Its so simple that its complicated enough to make me want to venture back into the old me, however I can not. It would not be in my best interest to do so, number one my life and soul is on the line. I was confronted with a ultimatum that tends to give me goose bumps at the very thought of what was coveyed to me. Sounds serious right? I know, I know I am talking in riddles, this is what writers do.

We like to take the reader on a journey through our thoughts. Lord if you can hear me and I know you can, I am asking and praying for a breakthrough. The pain that I am enduring for my actions and non-actions can not be compared to anyone, however I am the cause that issued out the affect and for that my spirit is in such turmoil.

Thank God for the gift of writing. Thank God for this outlet to make sense of my life and have confirmation that I am not alone. So what else can I do? The answer is simple. Just a moment ago it came to me like a breeze through the tree's, "I may not come when you call, but I am always on time!" There you have it if you're not a true believer! He does exist and I believe He will turn my situation around. Ive been down before and this little man always fought for what I believe in. God will come through again in October for me I know and feel it, I have to stay grounded and lean on His word and not lean so much on someone else who have their own problems. He has a breakthrough for me and anyone who's looking for one. If you need one just ask Him. Talk to Him and just like a father is supposed to do, He will love you and take care of you.

Cho Woods 10/07