The formula

The formula that I had built over the years was now long over due for a
Re-configure or re-alignment. The virus known as life infiltrated me and made me see what wasn’t really the most gratifying love from the other party. For the last seventeen years it was all about me. Always me. Always in front. Or else! I’ve done irreparable damage to my self and to my wife who I love with every damn thing I have to offer. Now only god can change it. God will do it. God said he would do. I checked the bible. It says seek him and you shall find peace. I did.  That’s the only way I can fix the damage was to take it to a higher authority.

My new formula is; nothing of value comes without being earned.
I can no longer demand respect and expect to be loved. I must go with the schematic of life’s blue print. I wrote the new formula of my life to right my wrongs. God plus one equals the majority. That will be my new formula!