Sunday, October 30, 2005

I died last night!


Martin Luther King said,”Give me a opportunity not a hand out.”

Well God gave me that in more ways than one. Yesterday I died on October 29, 2005 and was reborn that same night. My day started like any other day but something was in the air and it was about to be bad. I started something I shouldn’t have because I didn’t understand what was told to me. I will not get into specifics but I ran into a woman who showed me the way. I sat in a restaurant after a furious day of cursing, ranting and raving.
I returned home and a demon was exercised from me. Someone very special to me laid hands on me and from my understanding something happen last night. My understanding of the whole ordeal was that I was praying and talking to God after a demon was prayed out of me. I hit rock bottom and looked for answers yesterday. I had to find out why I am like I am. All last night I cried with relief and felt reborn. I feel alive as I separated my self from certain sins I was dabbling in. Again, I will not get into specifics. I will say the crying of a black man is a rare thing now days. Well I let mines flow and ask for forgiveness. I am a human being and no longer do I have the desire to curse or get angry at the tiniest thing. There is a better approach to take and make sure it doesn’t hurt anyone. I am a new man because I died last night. Not physically but mentally and reborn again with the spirit to live and be happy. Call me crazy, but I would call my self-blessed to have someone lay hands on me and then tell me what had taken place two o’clock in the morning. It happened as day light savings time was taking place. Maybe I was destined to have my saved because suicide was immanent. I thank God it didn’t, I really do. My progress is going to be chronicled in another blog. It will be called just a man. If you like please stop by and be a witness of a man transformed.

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